I have to sell my silver
I have to admit that I am a bad person. I wanted to share that with somebody but I do not really have friends who could support me. Maybe that is the reason why I am such a bad person in general. In addition to this, I am an only child and what is more, my parents are both working long hours. The funny thing is, we are quite wealthy but I used to be alone for all my life. Maybe that is why I freaked out so much. I feel that I am growing up every day. I am twenty-one years old and I am no longer doing things I did in the past. Yet, I still do things which I should not be doing. Fortunately, I found a girlfriend who is supporting me a tad. A tad because she does not know much about me. I am scared as hell to open and to tell her about my past. In the past I used to do stupid things. I used to be an arsonist and I used to steal things even though I could afford anything. I did that for sheer thrills of doing that. My adrenaline was pumping hard when I did that. Now, I may not be the craziest person in the world but I have something wrong with my brain, no doubts about it. Because of this, I have to sell my silver now. I want to take my girlfriend to the cinema and for a dinner but I do not have the money to do that. My parents told me that they would not borrow or give me the money. Thus, I have to sell my silver which frankly speaking, I would rather keep for myself. That is why you should never act as I did in the past. Consequences are haunting me constantly.